RSSWhat do you do?
11 Jan 2011 No Comments
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If you don’t eat and you don’t sleep, what the fuck do you do?
home
29 Dec 2010 No Comments
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My grandma has to go to a home, and it’s something that i’m trying not to think about.
We had someone come to our lovely little abode and assess the situation, and the outlook is grim for my grandmother. Though my mother, my sister and the baby all seem to really want it.
I don’t really want to think about it that much longer, which is why im posting here.
I’m so sorry for not posting recently, I’m getting a lot of comments, I think they’re all spam bots, I still feel like someone’s listening.
blue
06 Jul 2010 No Comments
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a friend is coming to visit me… she’s feeling quite BLUE.
– video unrelated to said friend, its just a good song. –
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQS6XQOhNh0
a journey beyond
28 Jun 2010 No Comments
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So I had my trip to albuquerque not to long ago, to pick up my grandma and pack all of her stuff and move it down here to Bisbee. Man, what a journey that was.
Lets start with who was there, it was me, my mom, my sister, her friend Jake (more about him later) and my grandma. Who were spossed to pack up a house, and all of its contents and to be moved. This house was of modest sized, but had accumulated shit over the pas 20 years. and to my surprise, it wasn’t that much.
Well, a friend of mine ( who shan’t be named) was there too. without their help, I probably would of been even less useless than I was before. And to my surprise, Jake (my sister’s friend) knew my friend too. We all did. We all sat and talked with each other for a while. PLayed hours of the dice game 10,000 (or farkle w/e you want to call it.) It was most exciting.
Jake… he was a person I really wanted to know. He was very homey looking. Not like my sister’s other friends, who are all lean and pretty. Jake was something else, and I wish i had the time to get to know him more.
Anyways. So we get all the shit packed into the largest uHaul, and began the drive to bisbee, which is 7 hours.
I would of liked to Drive with Jake, but it was his and my sister’s duty to drive in the uhaul, while I get to spend the seven hours with my mom and my grandma. Yay. Well, at the most it wasnt THAT bad, but it wasnt no walk in the cherry field either.
We get there, and its pretty late at night, and so we dont unpack. Me, Jake and Shawna just play some dice, and eventually pass out.
The next day, we start to unpack, I have what I think is either a mild stroke or just a flimsy gay guy unhealthy attack.
We get it all unpacked, and find that the Internet was shut off because mom forgot to pay it. at first i minded a whole bunch. Then I noticed that I didnt really mind. I was still in “that” frame of mind, and didnt really feel like sharing it with the online community. That and I wanted to be there with my grandma ass much as I could, so she could get best settled in. (HA, Im a good liar.)
Anyways, so thats about it really, not all that much. I sit here at the library typing this none sense, waiting for it to be read.
much love,
thom.
a heart of gold.
02 May 2010 1 Comment
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So, I know i havn’t updated in awhile, but there hasn’t been anything to talk about!
Four Days ago, me and my mother went to albuquerque, because 3 days before that my sister called my mom up complaining that grandma was having all kinds of nervous breakdowns and stuff. So my mom agreed to go out there because my sister may live with her, she can’t really handle it all.
So we get there, and everything is okay i guess. I can see that my grandma is slowly getting worse. My mom started talking to her about a home, and she just wasn’t understanding. I personally don’t believe shes really ready for a home because she still knows most general things, like who we are and where she is. She just forgets small stuff and questions she just asked.
During our second day there, i happened to be pooping when I heard my grandma scream and then my mom shouting “Mom! omg! omg! mom!” so i quickly finish and run out there, see my grandma rushing into the kitchen dripping blood. My mom is balistic, shouting “where are you dick cat?!” I ask what happened and my grandma’s cat (used to be my mom’s) had attacked her. But it was her fault, she tried to pick him up and tell him he couldn’t go outside, when he wanted to go outside.
This cat, is a giant dick. He doesn’t like anyone, and will bite you. He’s attacked her before, the first time totally shredding the side of her arm, and the second time a pretty good bite.
Well anyways, my grandma is bleeding pretty good and my mom is all crazy, forcing her to get in the car and be taken to the hospital.
They were there for 6 hours, and she came back with a very swollen hand, anti biotics and the like. It’s nothing TOO serious, but she needs to learn not to fuck with the cat. So my mom and my sister decided to take the cat away. At first they wanted to take it to the pound, but my mom wants to take it now. I never joined in on the conversation because it would literally break her heart if the cat went away.
The third day, when my sister got home from work, she gave me POKEMON HEART GOLD. i was super happy.
Maybe something more exciting will happen soon.
Albuquerque
16 Apr 2010 3 Comments
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Well, as some of you may know, I went to albuquerque for what was spossed to be only 10 days.
Well, it ended up being longer, because on the way there to albuquerque, we’re (me aNd my mom) are on the highwa going 75mph and this guy infront of us, just brakes, so my mom brakes and does this like massive 360 in the car.
Im freaking out, thinking im going to die.
I had to come out to albuquerque, because my Sister lives our grandmother, because she needs the help, due to her Alzheimer’s.
My sister was going to go to Reno for a week, so I was called out to help.
Well, when my mom gets back to arizona, she reports that the front end of her car (which had been fucked anyways) was really bad, an d the wasnt able to come get me, because she had to wait for two paychecks to fix her car
So I stay in albuquerque, and get a patte5rn down, you know making breakfast, lunch etc.
Well, it was decided that I would be taking a greyhound bus home.
My Greyhound trip
From Albuquerque to El Paso (5hours)
Lay Over in El Paso (5 Hours)
El Paso to Benson (5 Hours)
on the bus to El Paso from Albuquerque, i fell asleep, and when i woke up my sidekick was gone. So someone probably stole it.
And Sorry, but I will be ‘racist’ and say, “those fucking mexicans’ because, that bus was fuill of NOTHING BUT FUCKING MEXICANS. cause the bus was heading for Mexico. Fucking mexicans.
On the drive from Benson to Home, I had a kind of emotional breakdown, and started crying.
I can’t stay here in new mexico. I just can’t.
and My sister isnt doing enough with my grandma, so It’s like I have to stay there…
Idk, but I think im planning to go back.
love you guys later~
Ill be away~
20 Mar 2010 1 Comment
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On tuesday, i’ll be going back to Albuquerque for 10 days, to stay with my grandma with altzhimers, while my sister goes on a tripp.
It should be okay, it’s only 10 days.
im totally like, “ARRHRHHAHAHA” but, its only cause I wont have a computer to shove my fatass infront of all day.
There’s a library, that i could go onto, if i really wanted too. I love that library.
I learned that \o/ is like a man with his arms up, going ‘whoohooo!’
Im still watching Grey’s Anatyomy, im on episode 16, season 3. Im going to try to get as far as I can in this season before i go, too.
i lost my phone for like, 4 days, but i found it. luckily my charger is in Albuquerque.
Also, for those who didn’t know, i dyed my hair turquoise/teal, which now i probably have to dye brown so i dont freak my grandma out. lamesauce.
i guess thats all i have to say.
love you later.
oh, if you want my mobile number, send me a message on facebook or myspace
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Down the rabbit hole
08 Mar 2010 1 Comment
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So this is a long promised blog, about when i went to see ALICE IN WONDERLAND in 3D, on Friday, March 5th.
IT WAS GOOD.
Its a giant twist from the overplayed original story. And Tim Burton did an AMAZING job. That and the 3D graphics WERE AMAZING.
I can’t say much about movie, because I reckon alot of people have 1, already saw it, or 2, havn’t but will, and don’t want spoilers.
Also~~ Grey’s Anatomy!
If any of you, reading my blog, doesn’t know im OBSESSED with Grey’s Anatomy, well then.. FFS.
Earlier today, I sat through the last 5 episodes, and 1 season finale for season 2. And I cried, tears of joy and tears of sadness. This show is so good, i just about can’t put it into words.
It’ll probably come around to bite me in the ass later down the show.
Season 3 Finished downloading, and Im tempted to watch it, just not tonight.
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Besides that, nothing much is going on. FO SRS.
Anna is my newest Best Friend For Life.
My real life is boring.
xoxoxo
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nursing an education
26 Feb 2010 4 Comments
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okay, so just recently, i’ve been thinking, long and hard about what i want to do about my education. to be quite frank, i’ve dropped out of high school. Public school just isn’t me.
But, I plan on getting my GED, and fast.
I heard it’s pretty easy, and I know im smart enough to get it. Given with some teaching aids and what not.
And, with a GED, I can go to the community college, which isnt to far down the road.
I wan’t to be an RN. 4 years.
Since my mom works at a hospital, they offer medical based scholarships to the family members wanting to go into the medical field.
And I can get all of this with my GED. im really excited.
I’ve also gained 20 pounds. TWENTY. what a fucking fatass, seriously, fat-ass. But it’s okay, ill work it off, I will do better I promise. I also grew two inches since the last time i measured. 6’4 motha fucka.
—- in other news. One of my two sisters, had some problems on her birthday, and she is still with the person who caused them. Serious Problems. I’ve lost all respect for her. I know love makes you do crazy things. But even Rhianna broke up with Chris Brown. Let’s hope she can redeem herself.
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xoxo
Update
21 Feb 2010 No Comments
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I havn’t updated in a while, i’m really sorry.
but here in Bisbee, it hasn’t been anything at all to write about.
I now have a HUGE obsession with Grey’s Anatomy. I saw a couple random episodes, and I just had the urge todownload the first season.. Right now im at Episode 7 out of 9 on the first season, and I am just IN LOVE.
Also, two days ago, 15 dollars was randomly added to my pre paid cell phone. It wasn’t my mom, it wasn’t anyone i talked to. So maybe someone does care for me, someone.
If that someone is reading this, you should let me know, I would really like to know.
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xoxo.
thom~
